missginnytonic | (no subject)

You’re the happy strong Weasley, always seeming to smile. Ready to cheer someone up, or bully them in to feeling better about their self, just be there. There are times you can’t do that. You don’t want to do that. Because simply put you don’t care. You just want to be alone. This isn’t easy when you live in a dorm with four other girls.

Have friends that just want to help you. ‘I’m sorry about Fred. How are you doing? Are you okay?’ It hurts but life has to go on. Don’t people understand that? Why do people think only losing Fred is what matters? Did the fact she basically lived a whole summer with Tonks and Lupin not matter? No one cared when Sirius died. What about Colin? Or many others that are no longer here. That will never see their family.

Walking around the empty dorm room she looks out the window tapping her wand in her hand. There is so much better now, that people seem to have forgotten the bad. How can they just move on without remembering? Is beyond her, so she’s stuck in the pain the past.

It seems like a black hole that just sneaks up on her. There are times she can smile and be happy. While other times there is no getting out of the hole. She finds it hard not to hex her friends that are happy. Like if she hears about Hermione and Ron shagging one more time, she’s likely to just use something on Hermione its fine that she wants to finish school. Ginny doesn’t want to hear about her personal time.

Hearing the door to the dorm open she just jumps in bed and closes the curtains around her bed. She’s getting to Milliways first chance.